Depression at 2 o clock in the morning and random blogging

It has been a few weeks since I’ve written anything here, or, well, anywhere. I just haven’t been in the mood to write.

Well, I have but just haven’t felt that urge to stand up, wander off to the kitchen table, fire up the laptop and just type.

I get this way around the holidays, just want to hide from the world, dig a deep hole, crawl in, and pull the hole in with me!!!



I know quite a few people who want to do the same thing but we get over it till the next hump, Ground Hog Day!!

Anyways, I decided I should write something to reactive my account.

“But what?” screams the audience, “How you ruined rap with your nasal voice and unpopular topics!?”


We’ll see.

Sometimes I just like to open up the blog and just type; my hopes, my dreams, my recipes (that one seems to have gotten popular!! Yay!!! I might post more of those!!!!) and other stuff, just a random blog!!!

I had an idea for a blog hit me tonight as I woke up at 1:30 in the morning from a weird dream.

I’ve been having some weird dreams lately, not sure why, maybe it’s the garlic sandwiches I’v been eating before going to bed.

Who knows?

Even The Shadow doesn’t know!! (For you young kids out there, Google ‘The Shadow’ and enjoy(old radio program from the early days. No, I’m not that old just had access to old radio programs when I was a kid!!!! It was tough back then, no Google, you had to sneak into some old person’s house and steal their ole radio and set it to 1933 and sit back and enjoy!!!  )

Maybe I’ll post that blog some other time; right now, just sitting here in the quiet of the house, darkness still outside, it is cold out, that wind chill will make you lose your pee pee  when you go outside for ten seconds (yeah that is cold!!!), listening to some sad songs on You Tube and eating apple pie left over from Christmas dinner!!!

Good night and have a better tomorrow!!!!


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